Sunday, February 13, 2005
*puts video recorder in front*
wave! wave!
*testing testing*
*k its working. start!*
hmm 2.5 hrs left before assembling at boarding school.. it's like time passes so fast... i was still playing with my 3yr old cute cousin ytd and now i am packing for my boarding school...
sigh got not much to say lar.. i haf quite low expectations cos i will b sharing a small room with 3 other mainstreamers and i despise them cos if any of them are from the republic of china, they r goin to get it from me.. (prolly cos they r so much smarter than me)
err.. one month of independence.. one month of life without pa and ma.. wonder if it's goin to be enjoyable or torturing.. luckily i can call them every nite and talk to them.. i'm resisting the urge to tear now..
actually i am alone at home now, cos all my relatives came just now and now they transferred to another cousin's hse and i decided not to go cos i had work to do and things to pack.. so before setting off, my mom gave me a hug in case she dint come back to fetch me to BS cos she might be playing mahjong... my dad will be that is..
quite sad lor.. alone for 1 month is quite a long time seriously.. no going online for 1 mth.. no one to send me home from third lang every monday and wednesday.. its goin to be so different.. hope the friends staying in the room as me are nice.. or dun despise me cos i am a 'gay' iSparkian, singing so girlishly in humans nite 2004.. sigh dun bother raking up the past.. the present me is less 'gay'. rite.
bringing my handphone charger with me so i can play mp3s while studying and sms chat with people that are not in BS like ben chow, jy and maybe jianyi.. depends lor.. hope they don't find me disturbing that is.
bahh.. so many things to bring to BS... i changed from a normal travel bag to a bigger travel bag.. i just took out a black pulley luggage cos the travel bags are too small.. considering 1 mth stay.. a luggage is needed... trying to calm myself down now... i aint excited, i am turning a lil homesick.. its like studying overseas and all.. will miss parents and online friends...
it's like from 5 day CNY of enjoyment, mahjong and all.. tmr will be the start of stressful tests periods, boring lessons and all.. a total change of mood and all.. but heck, i get to see my friends in school again.. so that's prolly the only consolation...
umm.. with that, i just wanted to say, Dad and Mom, I love you.
*clicks the video recorder*
*black screen*
2/13/2005 05:26:00 PM