Thursday, January 13, 2005
Today was yet another
ok day... Nothing much really.. More of observing stuff that always prove my thoughts right...
Band was ok today again, practiced my scales and all... Lalala~... Read the times mag for like 10mins before double Maths lesson, which was totally uninteresting and nothing to do-ish.. Went through worksheets and all.. More homework!
English was kinda
stylish.. yupz, u guessed it, we are still toking abt style.. and that stupid worksheet and notes! sianz... nothing much to talk about anyway... u cant apply
style in ur exam compo anyway...
Recess was alrite basically, its just this
thang abt marcus.. he daos every non-3O er... mayb even me.. but not that like to the extent of others though... let me illustrate: today, jianyi, jeffrey, sua and I were sitting on the same table cos the other table is filled wif the ahzek/let's math clique and the canoeing/3O clique... so marcus had to sit wif us... and when jeffrey said hi to marcus, he dint even react at all! he's like (a) dint hear him or (b) dao him cos there wasnt any expression to show he has the intention to hi back or even smile back at jeffrey..but i am sure the answer is (b) cos the exact same thing happened at lunch/recess yesterday too with jeffrey hi-ing at marcus...
It's like marcus don't really socialise with us anymore, sadly that is.. he is/was such a wonderful friend to me, and made me happy for the past 6 mths with his company... sighz.. people
DO change.. nvrtheless, i tink he also sorta treasure the last 6 mths when we were closer as friends, so he dint
dao me that much.. let me illustrate (again): rmb the yellow plate roti prata VS blue plate chicken rice war yesterday? ya, my chicken rice sucked so much that i asked jianyang for his curry to pour over my rice and a second after jianyang answered, marcus immediately offered his curry to me.. i mean other than the fact that he can't eat spicy stuff, but he actually haf the heart to offer me curry! haha... that's such a minor thing but it kinda mean alot to me.. its quite hard to lose a friend like him and i'm seriously afraid that the more i try to be friendly with him, the further we'll drift apart. THEREFORE, nowadays when i see him, I don't 'hi' him at all... its better to be neutral then to be away rite?
Enough abt marcus, even i think that he might be (a) tired of hanging out with us (b) tired as in tired and sad and depressed (c) find us immature and wanna belong to other clique, which i believe with all my heart and my fingers crossed that its 'b', but nvrmindz, things will change sooner or later...
Ok, physics today was ok except for the fact that i haf trouble understanding the error and uncertainty stuff.. need remedial frm jianyi already.. jianyi
IS a better teacher than tanhc... i guess..
Yay! Onghy rox seriously! cos firstly she noes me.. ok nvm thats bullcrap.. ok, her history lesson today isnt that boring, despite all the notes she handed us.. cos i tink she noes wat we want and wat we don't wan (laurang, leetk, tanhc... ...) so her lesson was interesting... lol.. but she is 28 yrs old already... that's not relevant but i dun care... she's kinda kewl tho... =P russia~ prussia~ croatia~ portia~...lalala~
double bio were the best periods of the day. cos i am not taking bio.. relaxing in a cool environment surrounded by shelves with stacks of coloured paper held by something u call a front and back page is extremely cool... air-con + doing homework + listening to my mp3s = roxorz!!! haha and sun peng seriously rocks in maths, xinhui and I were like struggling and he solved it like in 4 steps on so.. damn qiang.. and he doesn't have those boasty feeling but more of those helpful aura arnd him.. but joshua said that sun peng dusen really blend in with the classes yet.. i must agree on that cos xiongfan and siyuan in 3M have each other so they r more confident in taking risks to blend in and haf fun.. i even saw them playing capteh wif shuyuan and kaimeng and shuohan.. during lunch! lol... and sunpeng is just quiet and all.. but he's quite fun tho.. except that he always leaves his work at his boarding school so gwee always scolds him..
double chinese was ok oso.. we learn a new poem and we talked about bees - well, at least the
pian1 zhang1 was abt bees... haha its real cool - - - to see yangwz consistently blowing his (and Dina's) horn abt having full marks for this and that and see him going off topic all the time.. lol.. but its fun!
then i tok bus wif the usual 3rd lang pple - benchow cos i persuaded him to go for his maths trng thingy but it was quite nice oso.. tok to weishi and joshua and blabber here and there abt our classes and all... 3rd lang was pretty ok today, i nearly fell asleep but i dint and i learnt quite alot again.. kewl... but this is the last week wif ms lue n i am still kinda sad...
oh ya, and did i mention that i met felina yesterday on my way home on the bus? she dint see me until she walked to the exit and i gave her a shock.. cos she was like sitting in frnt of me, looking damn sian and tired(expected) and i was trying to like wave at her but she still didnt notice me, so when she saw me, her eyes suddenly glittered brightly and was like, 'hey!' haha... but she's kewl.. and she has nice hair and complexion... and her voice rox too.. alto rox! yippee!
sighz, orientation and audition tmr... damn sian.. i hafto introduce the sec 1s abt the band and section tmr for orientation and will haf my audition tmr.. damn excited, i am scared i will fail despite kunwon/terence saying that lim won't fail any sec 3... all lies... bob might fail tho, that's wat terence said... sad/happy, i dunno.. but i dowan to fail.. i am trying to practice as hard as possible... bringing books home to memorise scales and the songs... please god let me pass and let my practice and enthusiasm last thru the next 4 mths.. pls... i really will work doubly hard and put in all i can to
NOT let myself down, not let khaiboon and terence down, not let my parents down... (my parents dun even noe abt it)... haiz...
anywayz, i really gotta do homework.. its not alot but its gotta be done yea? kcya..
signing off,
KX
1/13/2005 08:28:00 PM
