Friday, December 03, 2004
Boring n Moody Dayz... It's my life! I'm going to LIVE forever!!!
Gar... I am seriously thinking about what's going on around me for the past few days... And truthfully, I hate it... It's like I'm separating further and further away from my old friends or clique in a sense, and turning to no one else... I'm on bad terms with jeffrey *elaborate later*, drifting apart frm jianyi, *sadly*, ain't real friendly with sua yu and leaving taiboon to handle his own relationship matters... it's like evryone else have their own company and I am like so alone...
Firstly, jeffrey... Ok fine, he says that I reveal secrets... Yupz, I told kun won abt it... I told Jianyi abt it... But wow, suddenly the whole world noes how well you fit into SMSG with taiboon... And for some reason, I have to be the bad guy again, cos if any of blog readers knows jeffrey's blog address, which he wanted to keep it a secret but 'accidentally' left a link on my tagboard so that people can go there. Ironic and hypocritical.. So here's the story... Jeffrey wants Jianyi's blog address.. I refused to tell him... He daos me.. Simple as that... Here's our chat log... Relax, its posted on his blog too so the audience and read ALL about it...
[11:04:27 PM] -peeg- wai d: can tell me jianyi's blog? or is he stillparanoid?
[11:04:59 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: i dun tink i can tell u his blog
[11:05:09 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: it will b like... umm... u noe wat i mean
[11:05:28 PM] -peeg- wai d: no problem
[11:05:33 PM] -peeg- wai d: i promise i wont show it in school
(promises? right... they r meant 2 b broken ya noe?)
[11:05:37 PM] -peeg- wai d: plzzzzzz
[11:05:42 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: no...
[11:05:48 PM] -peeg- wai d: i wanna see how much he hates me now
[11:05:53 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: or else he will be the one saying i revealstuff tt i shldnt reveal
[11:06:39 PM] -peeg- wai d: aiyah i dun tell then okay liaoz lorz
[11:06:49 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: no thks
[11:06:55 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: i wun tell u in any case
(notice my persistence.. jianyi, aren't u a bit touched? jk)
[11:06:57 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: ask him urself
[11:07:00 PM] -peeg- wai d: ahahaha
[11:07:03 PM] -peeg- wai d: very funny
[11:08:55 PM] -peeg- wai d: yah yah yah you dun tell me his, then yougo tell brandon mine..
[11:09:03 PM] -peeg- wai d: you make a lot of sense sometimes
[11:09:36 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: den y u still sak me?
[11:09:40 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: *ask
[11:10:04 PM] -peeg- wai d: coz you reveal stuff
(wow... that's a good reason)
[11:10:11 PM] -peeg- wai d: you are WELL KNOWN for revealing stuff
(err. shld i say thanks to u? it's like u tell everyone that i spread your nifty lil secret like a mad fire)
[11:10:15 PM] -peeg- wai d: arent you?
[11:10:43 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: i aint well known until u wereexaggerating it
[11:11:19 PM] -peeg- wai d: is there a past tense for shut up?
[11:11:23 PM] -peeg- wai d: no right?
[11:11:25 PM] -peeg- wai d: okay nevermind
[11:11:38 PM] -peeg- wai d: and i didnt exaggerate it
[11:14:54 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: umm.. rite
[11:15:08 PM] -peeg- wai d: ah ah ah
[11:15:11 PM] -peeg- wai d: wanna fight izzit?
(see? he always starts this first... not me!)
[11:16:24 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: oklor...
[11:16:25 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: haha
[11:16:31 PM] -peeg- wai d: you say one ar
[11:16:32 PM] -peeg- wai d: we fight
[11:16:34 PM] -peeg- wai d: 3
[11:16:35 PM] -peeg- wai d: 2
[11:16:35 PM] -peeg- wai d: 1
[11:16:40 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: fight!
[11:16:41 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: ah boosh
[11:16:48 PM] -peeg- wai d: i meant a real fight
(real fight eh?)
[11:16:58 PM] -peeg- wai d: like how we always fight in real life
(always? yes.... we? no... you are always the one doing the fighting.. yupz, the daoism trick. again.)
[11:17:01 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: as in like err...
[11:17:02 PM] -peeg- wai d: i'll be ignoring you
(no surprises.)
[11:17:04 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: punch n kick?
[11:17:10 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: aiyo
[11:17:17 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: daoism again ar?
[11:17:19 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: dowan lar
[11:17:20 PM] -peeg- wai d: and you'll be telling everybody all thestuff i tell you not to tell
(jeffrey, its not me that want to tell everybody you know? its just that everyone already knows it!)
[11:17:22 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: i have enuff le
[11:17:24 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: u sure win one
[11:17:29 PM] -peeg- wai d: correct>
[11:18:17 PM] -peeg- wai d: ?
[11:18:29 PM] -[uNcUtE.bOi: as in the u sure win part is correct
-end of convo-
Look at this convo log, how many insults do I have to suffer? And is there any mention of homosexual or obesity in this log? NO!
Next to Jianyi, I've already told you the story... But here's the chat log to prove it... I sound as if I was jealous, which i was... but notice my insensitivity and his oversensitivity = bad combo...
ok its too long to copy and paste it here... but i just wanna apologise to him... even if he aint going to talk to me anymore and resort to what we call daoism... hmm.. i shld let him cool down for a while... taiboon! help us!!!
Ok, lets stop about all those friendship conflicts... To band pple... Sean cut his middle finger!!! Haha, i sort of empathised with him cos I cut my middle finger before when attempting to slice sugar cane... Haste made waste, seriously... And daniel flew off to korea this morning... haha, talked alot with him last night.. he's such a sweet senior... heh heh.. noes how to sweet talk and work his charm real well... haha, seriously lor... his sweet words can melt people's hearts one lor... well, it melted mine.. :P haha.. hmm.. shld go out wif him and other sec 4 seniors and sean asap... holidays don't last for very long ya noe?
band tmr+friendship problems=
conclusion:
sigh... i hate my life...
Signing off,
KX
12/03/2004 10:29:00 PM
