Monday, November 29, 2004
I'm slipping away, slipping away... from friends, best friends, closest friends.... Slipping away...~
Seriously, I think my mockery has gone too far this few weeks.. I really don't know what's going on in me, but the 'cute' and 'harmless' niaoing is over, it's like people are treating what i say real seriously and have a different impression on me - rude and arrogant... And sad to say, quite insensitive too...
It's like the whole issue of chinamen to Rujun surely have went too far, cos during sean's birthday at prince, there's no friendship feeling when I see rujun in the eye, it's more like animosity (did i spell that rite?)
instead... Same thing with Sean, Kun Won, Jianyi, Marcus and Shi En... It's like i am fading away as a good friend but replaced with some other guy that every love and hate... Aiyo, I must watch my mouth nowadays...
Ok, let's not get sooo serious... Back to my day.. Hmmm.. Took 74 to school for VE like always... A relatively long 45min journey is truly the bane of my holidays.... There are like 3 main sections of my journey and each of em takes about 12-15mins to past by it... 1st section is frm my hse to Ang Mo Kio MRT station, 2nd section is frm the ang mo kio centre to thomson road intersection and last section is from mediacorp to school... 45 mins leh... so damn sian... :'(
VE like always, sucked... Sunset was a mess, and sigh... i shan't talk about it anymore... It was just crappy seriously, and siewyp can't teach! gosh.... how much time does she need to realise that? okok, so after VE, yong lin and I went to see helaoshi for CAP portfolio, which was a mess as well, but well, i snooped over it eventually...
so right after that, brandon and jianyi took a taxi to KAP, while I took the bus with pin yan cos i guess it's my responsibility to ensure his safety and all... haha... so we met there and i had mcspicy double meal and after eating, we played pictionary cos brandon has this scrap book thingy and a red marker so we just played and played... den pinyan went off first and we cotinued playing... in the end, i won! haha, i beat jianyi in the movie, song and artiste section and claimed to be the winner of pictionary! mwahaha! *bow at me pls*
den we went to the video-ez rental shop, to see what vcds we can watch when we go to brandon's hse on wednesday... aiyo, that was when i realised how many movies i've missed or not yet watch... i need to get a life! :D so after hunting down all the vcds (lilo and stitch, nightmare on elm street 4, scary movie 3, confessions of a teenage drama queen..), and when brandon is about to pay the rental fees, the cashier suddenly asked for out member card and our IC... apparently, being 14 yr olds, u arent entitled to an IC yet... so we, for some reason, cannot rent those nice nice vcds... darn... it's like the 4hr singapore idol wait once over again... hmm... i shld really really celebrate my 16th birthday when the time comes...
later, we went to cold storage, where jianyi bade us goodbye cos he haf to attend to some orientation meeting thingy, so brandon and i shopped around and talk and talk... lol... we went to the party goodies section, and he suddenly had this idea that he's going to hold a party for my birthday on wednesday when jianyi and I go to his house... so he bought 100 balloons, blow n squeeze confettis, waterbombs, sprays and all that cost about $26 in the end, and finally he bought 6 xmas crackers for the party as well... i can imagine going to the big bungalow and having lots of fun, making mess of everything and celebrate my bday like any other people that celebrates their bday on that day as well.. :D gee, that's goin to be fun!
and while waiting for brandon's driver (wow... imagine having a chauffeur... i'll be happy if my father fetches me back frm school during the holidays) and talked about singapore idol and our plans abt it when we r older... haha, seems that i can only join the competition 3 yrs later, when i am 16 cos my bday is on decemeber and the auditions starts at june...lol... aiyo, i really hate my voice now... it's like not very high and not very low... so it's not good... boo~... But luckily, brandon kept praising about my singing and all.. he was like talking to me about singing in a nightclub for extra cash and i said, 'hmm... i don't mind being a backgrd singer..' then he suddenly blurted out, 'c'mon you are much better than being just a backgrd singer...' haha just as my ego was boost, the radio played breakaway... lol, it's quite nice, haha cos kelly clarkson rocks my world!!! her album will be out tmr! yahoo~... and also, after i sang 'lean on me' shamelessly, brandon said, "i'll let you break my leg if you don't go through the auditions for singapore idol...' haha... yay! everyone... the potential male chinese diva is in the making!!! :P
so now i am back at home, after the long bus ride (again), and after chatting with teng en and doing those usual stuff at neopets, i think i shall compose more music and go take a nap after that....
Signing off,
KX
P.S: thank u sean sooo much again for the very very very very cute teddy pooh bear... haha, it's like i am hugging it all the time, even when sleeping... haha it's soooo cute and lovable.... thks! *smacks* :P
11/29/2004 04:18:00 PM
